She realized she'd probably just hurt his feelings, and felt the need to explain anyway. "I'm... this, Jack, and I'm still trying to make sense of it all. The emotions, the face, all of it. Everything's changed, in so many ways. Even... This." She squeezes his arm. "Even us." She was mainly referring to the way he made her hearts race now, and the fact that his feelings for her were out in the open. "I want you to be absolutely sure this is what you want, Jack. No regrets. That's why I want you to think it over. " She stirred him to a stop near the Tardis. "I want to give you time to really think about this, and consider the possibilities. I need that time, too."
She knew in her hearts, more than anything, that she wanted this, she wanted him by her side, just like old times. But she was wondering if she could really allow herself to be that selfish. And if she did, where would things go? Things would be really different now-- because this time she knew he loved her, and she knew she was overwhelmingly attracted to him. Would she eventually succumb to his charms? She wouldn't want to ruin their friendship because of raging hormones. It was a lot to think about.
"I promise I won't abandon you again, Jack." She made sure to reassure him, in a soft voice.
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Date: 2015-01-12 04:35 pm (UTC)She knew in her hearts, more than anything, that she wanted this, she wanted him by her side, just like old times. But she was wondering if she could really allow herself to be that selfish. And if she did, where would things go? Things would be really different now-- because this time she knew he loved her, and she knew she was overwhelmingly attracted to him. Would she eventually succumb to his charms? She wouldn't want to ruin their friendship because of raging hormones. It was a lot to think about.
"I promise I won't abandon you again, Jack." She made sure to reassure him, in a soft voice.